Blank

Ever since school ended it's like the start of "what-now?" season.
Summer's supposed supposed to be cool.
Yeah it was nice, fine, and good. But not cool.
I didn't get to go anywhere.

Well maybe Manila Ocean Park? (Click here if you wanna be all tourist-y). It was interesting and educational. You should try the Fish Spa where tiny fish nibble off dead skin from your feet. It's absolutely ticklish but amazing.

Oh, I did get to chill and spend a night at Subic Freeport with my blockmates. It was a fun, crazy, totally spontaneous. Bailey's was the drink of the night mixed with gin and everything else.

Been also doing some stuff for the sorority and bonding with the Batch.

But still I've spent most of it on my butt. Staring at the computer screen, googling, plurking, twittering, ym-ing, msn-ing, emailing, blogging, flickring, and trying to stream Heroes online and being Sims-obssessed. I feel like the ulitmate bum. Which should be cool right?

School will never ever be the same.:(

It's gonna be a new life for me. And I'd better not screw this one up.

But I still feel empty, maybe blank.
Not in the emo sense, ok? But maybe if this were Sims, my Aspiration level would be red.

Maybe it's anticipation or utter uncertainty.
I've no security blanket whatsoever.
So I guess my coping mechanism just makes it all blank so that there wouldn't be any bias, no preconceived notions, no expections.
Just a chance to make it right.

Summer may not have been cool. But this is the Summer I've learned to be a little more determined than ever. And of course accept the inevitable.

Here's to fresh starts and new friends.

Yeah!:-D